Life can change so quickly. One moment all you have to worry about is homework and exams and the next your deciding on whether to buy a house or not. These last few months since graduation have been filled with almost every emotion I can think of. Along with decisions that will affect my future, which is a scarier thought than I can possibly describe. Some days I still feel like I'm 17 years old trying to figure out what I want to do with my life when I grow up and others I feel like an old soul that has lived several life times. I have learned so much about myself and have realized that I do not know how to live without assignment deadlines and the pressure of competing for grades. The last ten years of my live have been so consumed by school (both in Texas and in Costa Rica) I have completely forgotten how to live with out it... so I am on a mission. A mission to attempt to finish 2010 living a life full of LIFE, the way I dreamed of going the entire time I was in school...
If that doesn't work I can always go back to school in the spring.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Catch up time...
So since the last time I wrote a blog I have (short version)...
*Had my heart broken.
*Finished my last 15 courses at UHD and am now GRADUATED!!!
*Then I caught up on sleep.
*Now I'm trying to organize my life so that I can make it to the next step God has for me. I may have no idea what on earth that step is but I want to be ready for it no matter what it is. Some days I wish so much that God would let me in on His plans so that I could be better prepared for what is ahead but at the same time I understand that if I knew what was ahead I wouldn't need to have faith in God and that He will see me through everything. I guess I'll stick to late night runs with my Mom or Sisters or all of the above for candy and/or ice cream and girl talk when it all get to be a bit much for me. I'm just thankful that I have them near me to do so with. I know I am blessed with an amazing family... ok now I'm just rambling on so Good night or good morning, which ever fits.
I'm sure the next blog will be a bit better.
*Had my heart broken.
*Finished my last 15 courses at UHD and am now GRADUATED!!!
*Then I caught up on sleep.
*Now I'm trying to organize my life so that I can make it to the next step God has for me. I may have no idea what on earth that step is but I want to be ready for it no matter what it is. Some days I wish so much that God would let me in on His plans so that I could be better prepared for what is ahead but at the same time I understand that if I knew what was ahead I wouldn't need to have faith in God and that He will see me through everything. I guess I'll stick to late night runs with my Mom or Sisters or all of the above for candy and/or ice cream and girl talk when it all get to be a bit much for me. I'm just thankful that I have them near me to do so with. I know I am blessed with an amazing family... ok now I'm just rambling on so Good night or good morning, which ever fits.
I'm sure the next blog will be a bit better.
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